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Constance Stadler




The Blower's Daughter


I have been told that I am fair.

In a thatched place, I hide
the dearest things.
The dream holders, the catchers
of never to be.

Words that I softly intone
over the breakers in the
apricot streamings of morn. 
Walking through emerald
grasses in search of remnants
of our eiderdown.

Bearing your hymnal.

'...hair of hyacinth and honey,
           eyes, 
                 mint
         rimmed,
              star speckled amber...
 ...body, a sylvan silhouette...
...touch, the sigh of the warm wind goddess...' I could read these to the glissando notes of my father, for his music, all know, outrivals Pan. But though he plays ardently for uncharted lovers, he will not let me hear or feel or love but he. So I stand midst this field of effulgent despair, feeling ghost caress in all I want and all that will ever not be. Glastonbury Thorn
It might be spring; perhaps, winter
Automated shufflings

Jarring alarms, excessive

Caffeination and time

precisely

meted.

Perfecting routines and

a life devoid of expectations

A time to do, not be.



Surprises are not welcome.

Newspapers, a vital ritual

For obliterating Now.



Who are you then?

Excessively cheerful in greeting

As if my presence mattered.


Obviously blooming when I pass,

Despite my imperious muster.

Do you not realize 'extraordinary'

Is crude and disrespectful?



...and that I always run

from miracles.


September
In perfect formation

The migration of geese

Underscores all the losses to come

And the lush alone

Of left behind.



Pocket Watch


Reeling the chain

You stare at my face

Expecting Surety

Demanding Clarity.



Draping fobs

To enhance

Whatever it is,

I am.

Weighted in dank

trouser

folds.

Rubbing my silver back

The ache steeps --



Brilliantly

Bedazzling.


Stainless Steel


It's a scorcher.



You take me up

In those thick

Wanton hands.

And turn the flame up



High.



Searing me from the inside out

Deftly charring semblant guts.



Another day, another immolation.

Habit has ingrained our course.



I put my suitcase back

On

Rack

Scour off the damage.

Anticipating ravage.



Gleaming again, I wait to pounce.



The only me you will ever see.

Guest Lecturer at Skyline High



Pleated nocturnes

Scarred, abraded

carbon

floor

boards

Fluorescent slits

in graphite heights



Waiting to pontificate

On the do's

and don'ts of poesy

for oozing 10th grade ennui ~



I savor.



This Black Box theatre

Three quarter sized

practice play place

O!

Once amidst a vacant time,

A baby, blonde skinned thespian

Cleaved to such sensorial displace.



Echoes of sophomoric massacres

Of Shakespearean miasma

Upholstered basins of parental flame

Ghost petals of teary-eyed soubrette bouquets.



...it seems that much shelved

Bric-a-brac

Bestrews

this perfectly planned today.




Constance Stadler was a former editor of South and West and is currently a contributing editor to the e-zine Eviscerator Heaven and Review Editor for Calliope Nerve. She published over 300 poems and three chapbooks in her first manifestation as a poet, and has just released first two chaps in 20 years, Tinted Steam (Shadow Archer Press) Sublunary Curse (Erbacce) an eBook, Paper Cuts (Calliope Nerve) and, with Rich Follett, full length hardcover, Responsorials (NeoPoiesis Press).

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