Constance Stadler
The Blower's Daughter
I have been told that I am fair.
In a thatched place, I hide
the dearest things.
The dream holders, the catchers
of never to be.
Words that I softly intone
over the breakers in the
apricot streamings of morn.
Walking through emerald
grasses in search of remnants
of our eiderdown.
Bearing your hymnal.
'...hair of hyacinth and honey,
eyes,
mint
rimmed,
star speckled amber... ...body,
a sylvan silhouette... ...touch, the sigh
of the
warm wind goddess...'
I could read these to the glissando notes
of my father, for his music, all know,
outrivals Pan.
But though he plays ardently
for uncharted lovers, he will
not let me hear or feel or love
but he.
So I stand midst this field
of effulgent despair,
feeling ghost caress in all I want
and all that will ever not be.
Glastonbury Thorn
It might be spring; perhaps, winter
Automated shufflings
Jarring alarms, excessive
Caffeination and time
precisely
meted.
Perfecting routines and
a life devoid of expectations
A time to do, not be.
Surprises are not welcome.
Newspapers, a vital ritual
For obliterating Now.
Who are you then?
Excessively cheerful in greeting
As if my presence mattered.
Obviously blooming when I pass,
Despite my imperious muster.
Do you not realize 'extraordinary'
Is crude and disrespectful?
...and that I always run
from miracles.
September
In perfect formation
The migration of geese
Underscores all the losses to come
And the lush alone
Of left behind.
Pocket Watch
Reeling the chain
You stare at my face
Expecting Surety
Demanding Clarity.
Draping fobs
To enhance
Whatever it is,
I am.
Weighted in dank
trouser
folds.
Rubbing my silver back
The ache steeps --
Brilliantly
Bedazzling.
Stainless Steel
It's a scorcher.
You take me up
In those thick
Wanton hands.
And turn the flame up
High.
Searing me from the inside out
Deftly charring semblant guts.
Another day, another immolation.
Habit has ingrained our course.
I put my suitcase back
On
Rack
Scour off the damage.
Anticipating ravage.
Gleaming again, I wait to pounce.
The only me you will ever see.
Guest Lecturer at Skyline High
Pleated nocturnes
Scarred, abraded
carbon
floor
boards
Fluorescent slits
in graphite heights
Waiting to pontificate
On the do's
and don'ts of poesy
for oozing 10th grade ennui ~
I savor.
This Black Box theatre
Three quarter sized
practice play place
O!
Once amidst a vacant time,
A baby, blonde skinned thespian
Cleaved to such sensorial displace.
Echoes of sophomoric massacres
Of Shakespearean miasma
Upholstered basins of parental flame
Ghost petals of teary-eyed soubrette bouquets.
...it seems that much shelved
Bric-a-brac
Bestrews
this perfectly planned today.
Constance Stadler was a former editor of South
and West and is currently a contributing editor to the e-zine
Eviscerator Heaven and Review Editor for Calliope Nerve. She
published over 300 poems and three chapbooks in her first
manifestation as a poet, and has just released first two chaps in 20
years, Tinted Steam (Shadow Archer Press) Sublunary Curse (Erbacce) an
eBook, Paper Cuts (Calliope Nerve) and, with Rich Follett, full length
hardcover, Responsorials (NeoPoiesis Press).
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